ashita wo yume mite kagayaiteta hibi...

~AiSubekiAshita:::TheLoveableTomorrow~
my mentally-disordered online journal and self-amusements for my triple-personalities...

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Am I doing OK?

Some people who have visited this long-forgotten page of mine might got wondering all around, "Where the hell the blogmistress might've gone these last few months?" Hahah, yeah, rite... Like there is anyone who would actually ask.
I was officially moving to another town (where my bro and sist stay) last mid-August. It was because I've finally made it to enroll to the university I've expected for a quite while. Yep, I didn't take the pre-selection to get a scholarship to Japan eventually... Yeah, maybe later. Aww~...>o<
So, I have to adjust to a new kind of life-style; a more rural, a bit isolated and out-of-date... But it's fine^^! The town where I live now is a town where you can find a lot of cultural activities and such, a quite large number of students having their academic lives far from their hometown, some foreigners blended with locals, and heritages from the reigning royal family, etc. In short, this town is way... different from the megapolis I used to spend my childhood and teenhood.
But I'm a big liar, if I say that I don't miss my hometown at all.
Yeah, well... Sure I miss my Mum (and Dad?!), my pals, my crushes, my ex-highschool (can't believe it myself), my room and the bathtub, my computer that I didn't have a chance to brought here yet (nnooo...!!), the simplicities I used to get as person who lives in a big central city, etc. But, ah... I know I'll get over it somehow. Here, I (still, though I have a plan to move and live with a friend) stay with my long-missed bro and sist (and a sister-in-law, actually), I've met a great number of new people who actually share the same interests as mine or giving me new insights of their own interests, and I can get simplicities in a new kind of way here (I mean, simplicities as literal in the way you call "back to the old ways"^^;). Here, I'm sure I'll get many experiences I can use for my whole life, just like the experiences I've gotten in my hometown (it's a big city, actually)... Hopefully.
So, "Welcome to your new life!" and people, friends, please say this along with me, "Ganbatte ne..." It helps me, really. Motivating myself to expect the unexpected and encouraging myself to live one more day are my new habits here (you see, in the bathroom, I always sing L'Arc~en~Ciel's Ready Steady Go regularly now).
"Ready, steady, can't hold me back...
Ready, steady, give me good luck!
Ready, steady, never look back...
Let's get started, ready, steady, go!"
Ah, it's good to know that I'm alive and still have more things to do here^^! Ganbatte kudasai, minna-san...n_n

Kuroneko-Sama @ 9:20 AM Comments-[ comments.]

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Yesterday and Today.mid by Do As Infinity (I'll put the MP3 soon, cause this MIDI ruins the mood!)

Me, Myself, and I

Blogger: Kuroyanagi Kotori a.k.a Kuroneko-sama a.k.a Ame-chan
Gender: female
Date of Birth: November 20, 1986
Likes: sleeping, books, anime-manga, cats, home-made cookings, nice guys, my Mum, life-time friends, earth's scent after the rain, computer, lime-tea with ginger, starry-sky, sunny-high-windy spots
Dislikes: arrogance, snakes, narcists, roaches, traffic jams, smokes, scattered junks, foot-cramps, cages, men with sleeveless or furry shirts
Wannabes: Pulitzer-prized writer, National Geographic reporter, independent archaeologist, "Supah Kool Mum and Wife"!
Wishes: getting a scholarship to Japan, having an around-the-world journey with Mum, talking in (at least) 5 languages, being a proud (and absolutely happy) member of Heaven (real one, the opposite of Hell...?)!
Just can't resist: guys with their collarbones shown, guys with friendly smiles, guys' tears, guys getting along with children, half-awakened guys
Drop me a line, onegaishimasu...!

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