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Monday, August 02, 2004

I don't wanna die~...!! *sobs*

You see, I've been having a sore throat since Friday. I thought it would last only for approximately a day or two, but... It's getting worse each day, and my chest becomes aching as well now.
When I was telling my Mum about this first, she just told me to have some antibotics; but when the aches didn't even decreased, I KNOW this isn't just a regular sore throat most people have whenever they caught a flu.
And yeah, after I had a 'tiny' fight with Mum last night (about whether I should see a doctor or not), I went to the hospital where Mum works as a nurse (all of her children went there everytime they had 'something wrong') this morning. I got my heart scanned, an x-ray for my aching chest, and the worst thing is... Got my blood sucked-up by a HUGE syringe. The "kinda-cute" face of the doctor who took my blood sample relaxed me a bit, but you know IT STILL HURTS when you have an alien-stuff under your skin... Ouch~...
I hope this isn't a serious problem and won't get a long time to get over with. You see, since my throat became like this, I reduced the portions of my daily meal (I'm a real skinny girl, but I have a HUGE appetite) and it sucks. I used to sing around whenever, wherever, or whatever my mood is, but now it hurts whenever I have to take a breath between the lyrics; I hate it. I'm afraid I'd lose my pleasure time of having some athletics around the stadium when this is a real problem for my health; it's rather a pity, since athletics is the only thing I'm good at in sports...
Ah, let's just hope for the best now, I guess... I know GOD won't have His creation suffers more than what he can stands... I just believe in Him.

PS: I had some early stages of pneumonia once, when I was much more younger than now.

Kuroneko-Sama @ 2:03 PM Comments-[ comments.]

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Me, Myself, and I

Blogger: Kuroyanagi Kotori a.k.a Kuroneko-sama a.k.a Ame-chan
Gender: female
Date of Birth: November 20, 1986
Likes: sleeping, books, anime-manga, cats, home-made cookings, nice guys, my Mum, life-time friends, earth's scent after the rain, computer, lime-tea with ginger, starry-sky, sunny-high-windy spots
Dislikes: arrogance, snakes, narcists, roaches, traffic jams, smokes, scattered junks, foot-cramps, cages, men with sleeveless or furry shirts
Wannabes: Pulitzer-prized writer, National Geographic reporter, independent archaeologist, "Supah Kool Mum and Wife"!
Wishes: getting a scholarship to Japan, having an around-the-world journey with Mum, talking in (at least) 5 languages, being a proud (and absolutely happy) member of Heaven (real one, the opposite of Hell...?)!
Just can't resist: guys with their collarbones shown, guys with friendly smiles, guys' tears, guys getting along with children, half-awakened guys
Drop me a line, onegaishimasu...!

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